undeserving
2001-07-26 - 12:57 p.m.

he liked the fact that we're going to a show for his birthday. seemed to, anyway.

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last night, i exploded into heaven. i was dizzy. disoriented. happy. content.

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i hope more than anything that when i get older i'm able to remember all that happens. as vivid and as wonderful and as fresh in my mind as it is now.

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i'm going to give in. it was so close last night. i can't keep this up. i'm going to say yes and i'm going to regret it - not regret the act, but the consequences.

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i don't deserve you. at all.

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