i want. |
2001-08-11 - 2:57 p.m.
i want to wake up and not remember where i am.
i want to sell myself to a pawnshop and throw away the receipt.
i want to drive my car into non-drive-in movie theatres.
i want to be part of a midnight organization with lightning vomit conspiracies.
i want to learn to construct warheads.
i want to shout obscenities at loved ones through walkie-talkies.
i want to redirect every individual traintrack to the same point and lay down waiting.
i want to stand with my face to the wall and count to infinity.
i want to own and operate a machine gun.
i want to follow the path of a microscopic insect until i am elderly.
i want to encourage my children to stare.
i want to close my eyes when i drive.
i want to speak ten foreign languages well enough to get the humor of another culture.
i want hindsight.
i want to drive in the wrong lane to see how it feels.
i want to be able to take back my mistakes.
...it won't happen.
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