2001-10-25 - 10:24 p.m.

one week is all i ask for. by myself. nobody else, not even to visit. just leave me alone.

but i can't. no way to.


you're mad at me and i feel like i should redirect every train track to one individual track and lay down waiting.

i'm crying. but that's what you expected, right? you being the readers.


i can't feel. you've never been like this before. i've never felt like this before. i'm scared.

i know what to say. i want it to be the way it was tuesday night when we were so close i didn't know what to do.

i want to throw up.

||nobody's happy while feeling alone|

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