2001-10-25 - 10:24 p.m.
one week is all i ask for. by myself. nobody else, not even to visit. just leave me alone.
but i can't. no way to.
you're mad at me and i feel like i should redirect every train track to one individual track and lay down waiting.
i'm crying. but that's what you expected, right? you being the readers.
i can't feel. you've never been like this before. i've never felt like this before. i'm scared.
i want...to know what to say. i want it to be the way it was tuesday night when we were so close i didn't know what to do.
i want to throw up.
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