walt whitman
2001-12-06 - 1:12 p.m.
walt whitman, you make me happyi am mad for it to be in contact with me you shall not look through my eyes either, nor take things from me you shall listen to all sides and filter them from yourself clear and sweet is my soul and clear and sweet is all that is not my soul what is that you express in your eyes? it seems to me more than all the print i have read in my life have you heard that it was good to gain the day? i also say it is good to fall, battles are lost in the same spirit in which they are won do you guess i have some intricate purpose? well i have do you take it i would astonish? does the daylight astonish? this hour i tell things in confidence, i might not tell everybody, but i will tell you i exist as i am, that is enough if no other in the world be aware i sit content, and if each and all be aware i sit content i am the poet of the body and i am the poet of the soul the pleasures of heaven are with me and the pains of hell are with me dazzling and tremendous how quick the sunrise would kill me if i could not now and always send sunrise out of me my voice goes after what my eyes cannot reach with the twirl of my tongue i encompass worlds and volumes of worlds speech is the twin of my vision, it is unequal to measure itself it provokes me forever, it says sarcastically, walt you contain enough, why don't you let it out then? did it make you ache so, leaving me? enough! enough! enough! somehow i have been stunn'd. stand back! give me a little time beyond my cuff'd head, slumbers, dreams, gaping, i discover myself on the verge of a usual mistake flaunt of the sunshine i need not your bask-lie over! you light surfaces only, i force surfaces and depths also not i, not anyone else can travel that road for you you must travel it for yourself it is not far, it is within reach perhaps you have been on it since you were born and did not know perhaps it is everywhere on water and on land there is that in me - i do not know what it is - but i know it is in me i do not know it - it is without name - it is a word unsaid it is not in any dictionary, utterance, symbol you will hardly know who i am or what i mean but it shall be good health to you nevertheless and filter and fibre your blood failing to fetch me at first keep encouraged
missing me one place search another i stop somewhere waiting for you
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