stupid.
2003-01-18 - 10:50 p.m.

you know what i did this time? you wanna hear about this one? well, he likes me because i'm weird. he told me he likes that i piss in strange places. that attracts boys, i found out. i've gotten two by peeing in places that you aren't supposed to. he says i'm sweeter than anybody he's ever met and that he thinks i'm mysterious and wants to know me better. he asked to hold my hand. i don't want this, though. i want to be alone. but somehow i end up with a hand stuck in mine or a mouth against mine. i want to be alone. i'm going to quit showering, i'm going to wear the same dirty clothes everyday and start being really mean.

because

i

want

to

be

alone.

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