2003-09-30 - 4:50 p.m.

what i really like about cold weather is when i have my windows down, but the heater is on inside the car. my body momentarily confused. and i guess that i like the cold because it's so much clearer. there's none of that hazy heat that occurs in summer. the kind that makes everything blurry. makes you want to shut your eyes. and i don't have to keep second-guessing that i'm alive because i can see my breath pouring out, mixing with the air.

when i spend days alone like this, it just serves to push me further inside my mind.

i'm ready for today to turn into tomorrow.

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