wow. 2004-01-17 - 10:22 p.m. you have to read this. i read it last night so many times. i can't get it out of my head. i wrote it all over my body in blue sharpie last night. i took a shower this morning and watched as the blue ink mixed with the water and ran down the drain. .. [this isn't all of it; just parts] you don't have money here the ambitions are you have driven these streets a thousand times and all they offer is their exhaustion THE AMBITIONS ARE THE AMBITIONS ARE [here comes the interrogation room scene today's the day you're gonna get caught.] who's running the machine you run on? you just want to die a little bit. get in the car get in the car get in the car are you laughing? they are. and this one is a fire & that one is a flame + this one is a spark that is a match you put out in your mouth when no one was looking. and in your dreams your grandparents live forever and you throw your love into the air like glitter swallowing stars, spitting up stardust. the ambitions are wake up, breathe, keep breathing mothers wring their hands and say: "i'm so at a loss." best friend says: "i have come not to praise you, but to destroy you with my bare fucking hands." the girl on the television says: "you all work for me now." so you drive your dead body home at night and when you sleep, the angels kisses are mercury, mercury breaking love into lust grinding pearls into dust. the ambitions are wake up, breathe, keep breathing. the ambitions are wake up, breathe, ...keep breathing.
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