just like suffocating.
2004-01-21 - 10:16 p.m.

sometimes i scream to myself inside the car so that i can be heard over the music. my throat becomes raw and tired and i imagine my vocal cords ripping apart.

i think my throat and esophagus are so charred from smoke inhalation that it wouldn't take much.

i think i might scream for days and hope it finally happens just so i can finally have a real excuse not to talk.

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