i miss the past sometimes so much it fucking rips me apart inside

no period
no ending
no beginning
just
there

i want to explode my innards all over everything. all over you, all over the concrete and the cars and the feelings and emotions and absolute bullshit that litters my being.

i want to vomit my insides all over everything. everything i know, everything i feel, everything i have. all over you, all over the trees and the tall, tall buildings and trivial nonsense and absolute bullshit that litters my being.

this is not for you.
this is not for you.
this is not for you.
[this is all for me.]

make this go away.
all of it.

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