letter from a concerned follower: 2002-04-12 - 10:31 a.m. hey i dont really know where to start so here goes first, i love you more than anything in the world second, people suck i hate people every bit as much as you its ok people probably hate us too you are right though about one thing you dont have direction i have it all together i suppose you see i was floating along wastin time partying and flippin burgers and then one day i met this girl (that would be you) who turned me upside down and inside out i didnt know if i was coming or going i thought i was going crazy nobody had ever had that kind of affect on me before things progressed until eventually i realized nothing does matter i have her in my life and i cant really ask for anything more as long as we are together i just dont care i cant concentrate on the present because i know my future is with her and i cant wait she is like the sun in the sky always there for me she gives me something to look forward to each day when something is wrong with her i want so badly to make it better but usually i cant i just dont know how i feel like if i could have her to myself i could make her happy the rest of the world just doesnt understand us i want to save her from the world i just wish i could be there all the time to protect her i want to share my whole life with her but i dont know how to start i feel lost right now im trying like hell and just spinning my wheels im not making any progress in this thing called life i hope this gives you a little insight into my mind i hope you realize that i'm there for you always i hope i mean as much to you as you mean to me i hope you maybe feel a little better after reading this most of all, i love you [he is the reason that i do not shoot myself in the face] |
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